Chip Chick
He had tons of photos of his high school sweetheart in there, and many of them were portrait-type photos of her.
So much for her husband having lost those photos while moving, hm?
“And when I saw all the pictures of her I couldn’t help but feel sick to my stomach, she looked exactly like me,” she continued.
“I’m not kidding, it’s like we could be twins (except she had blue eyes and I don’t).”
That’s definitely something that made her wonder if her husband tried to replace his high school sweetheart with her.
She’s concerned her husband doesn’t really love her; he just loves that she looks like this other girl.
When she was in her husband’s office, she didn’t just look through the photos in his drawer though…she also began reading the notebook he had in there too.
The notebook is her husband’s diary, and he writes in it a lot.
“And on the date I told him I’m pregnant he wrote that even when we planned to have this baby he couldn’t feel happy when I told him because I’m not her and that he feels that he is betraying her memory,” she continued.
“A few days later he wrote that he loves me and that he loves our baby but that sometimes he’s afraid he can’t love me as much as he loved her.”
“And that made me feel so bad, he loves me but not enough because I’m not her and I never will be, which means that I will always have only a little of his love and not all the love that I think I deserve.”
