She Finally Kissed The Guy She’s Been Dating And Now She Feels Disgusted
A 21-year-old woman met a guy the same age as her 3 months ago, and about a month and a half into dating one another, this guy asked her to officially be his girlfriend.
She was aware that her boyfriend had never really dated anyone before her, though she didn’t care because she didn’t have a ton of relationship experience either.
She was thrilled to say yes to him and be his girlfriend, and in the beginning, she said that everything felt like a “sparkly feeling.”
She thought he was absolutely flawless.
Her boyfriend understood her and she understood him. She got to meet his family, whom she really likes.
Her boyfriend is unbelievably considerate. He’s sweet. He’s amazing. He’s a great cuddler. She feels secure with him and loved by him.
Although she thought they were a perfect fit together, and they didn’t rush a single thing in their relationship, things went south when they kissed for the first time.
They made out, with tongue, while at a party recently, and she was shocked at how terrible it all was.
“It was so bad that I got super taken aback and since then it’s been hard,” she explained.
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“I feel like the worst person because I make such a big thing out of this little thing. He doesn’t have experience and I knew that, I just didn’t think it would be that bad.”
“My expectations were too high. I cried over this…for the whole next day because I couldn’t believe that I felt so repulsed by that and I didn’t WANT to feel like that, because it had been so perfect.”
Ever since their first kiss, she has been losing the attraction to her boyfriend that she previously had.
She does realize that nobody is born a great kisser and that practice does make perfect there, but she can’t get over how bad her boyfriend is in this department.
After that party, she has gone on to kiss her boyfriend multiple times, and every single time has been difficult for her.
“Slowly but surely I feel myself more and more repulsed by the physical touch and all that,” she revealed.
She knows the best thing to do is to dump him, but she’s still in love with her boyfriend despite the bad kissing.
She believes there’s no way to work through this, and that she can’t get over her increasing feelings of repulsion and disgust.
“I feel like a bad person because I can’t pull myself together and just try for our sake,” she continued.
“And really, I’m not hating on the guy, I’m not judging him for this in any kind of way. He has never been anything but good to me and he is a wonderful person.”
She really is struggling with what her next move should be. Should she give things with her boyfriend more time or jump ship?
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