When you imagine a couple surviving an affair, you probably picture a lot of anger, betrayal, ultimatums, and tearful apologies. What you probably don’t picture is the cheating spouse grieving their breakup.
TikToker Amanda (@launching.amanda) is opening up about this latest chapter of her marriage.
Her husband was really sad when his affair ended. He apparently had a close emotional bond with his affair partner. It was very difficult for Amanda to deal with. She hadn’t expected him to be grieving at such an intense level.
Amanda thought that he would be so relieved she hadn’t immediately walked away from their marriage that that would have been the only thing that mattered.
However, this wasn’t the case, which caused her a lot of pain.
She found herself competing with the emotional aftermath of a relationship that never should have existed in the first place. She calls it one of the biggest trials in repairing their marriage.
“But I honestly think it was a necessary part of his healing process, and probably mine, because recognizing that as an end and moving forward really helped turn the page there,” said Amanda.
“It wasn’t easy, and it wasn’t linear, and it wasn’t a good time for me, but we did make it through that. And ultimately, it had to happen in order for us to be happy in the future.”
Her perspective sparked an intense debate in the comments section, where many TikTok users agreed that Amanda shouldn’t be sacrificing her happiness in this way.
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Several of them noted that she seemed hurt and exhausted and that staying with her husband didn’t seem to be worth all the pain and suffering. They encouraged her to leave and put herself first.
“He didn’t choose you. He weighed his options and settled for you! You deserve to be chosen. Drop him like a bad habit!!!” exclaimed one user.
“He still grieves that relationship and the what-ifs. Guarantee he still thinks of her, and if he made the right choice,” pointed out another.
“I understand you wanting to stay; however, considering what you just talked about, you will never feel and look at him the same, and you will always wonder. This is not going to work out,” commented someone else.
“Had a friend whose husband had a long-term affair partner who was tragically killed when her car was struck by a train, and she watched him mourn her death openly, and I could not understand how she stayed to watch it,” added a fourth.
In these kinds of situations, there isn’t always a clear answer. All you can do is follow your heart, heal from the hurt, and hope for the best, for things to work out.
By Emily Chan
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